Loss and Death

I haven't posted in a few weeks, I apologize. The latter part of March thru the first 2 weeks of April are hard on me. Three years ago March 28 my hero went home to Jesus. I am and always have been a big daddys girl and his passing is still very tough for me. His birthday is the 10th of April and Easter was his favorite holiday. I have been a mess the last week. Alot of people tell me that it gets easier but I don't see it. He would call me everyday, several times a day in fact. Sometime he would call in the middle of a project, but I would always stop and chat. I miss that. I have loads of memories and I ended up with the house I grew up in, that kinda takes some of the sting out of it. So I guess it is "getting easier". Back to the reason for my post. I was reading a blog the other day and I won't name it as I don't have permission, but anyway I read this blog religiously. Her ex husband was in the last stages of colon cancer. She wrote about how their boys were dealing with the illness their dad had and his limited time left here on Earth. He died the other day and it brought back my grief and tons of memories of hospital visits and such for my dad. My blog today is in tribute to my dad and the loss I have had to endure. Rest in peace Daddy I love you and I miss you everyday. Your little monkey, Kellie